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Only talk when necessary.
Stay hydrated.
Don’t clear your throat.

I wish I never got nodes. I wish I had a job that wasn’t too much. I wish there were more postings so I can go somewhere else. I want to be a band teacher. Not a classroom teacher.

Maybe I can’t even be a teacher anymore. I don’t know anymore.

I took the day off because I have to get my videostroboscopy done to have a look at my vocal chords. I don’t know how I’m going to do this. I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. Since this happened my mental health has been shit. I preach all this positive stuff but I just hate on myself all the time.

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